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Im Siti Sulaiha Bte Kamsani.Turning a year older every 21st december. Im nonsensical, noisy, but not adorably entertaining What makes my life awesome is the great life tht shapes me i lurvee ANDIEKA ♥, my AWESOME SDFS and PC gangmates. life's more better if u colour it with blue and fill it with chocolates AWESOMELY INCREDIBLE !

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Been feeling restless today... Cos i dunno why is it that i have strange feelings.
Yesterday went to tuition late arnd 8+. And the thing is that i slept im class and i wasnt paying attention. I was soo disappionted with myself. But i was soo damn tired. I cant even open my big eyes wide. Hahaa... Saw him looking at me when i was rushing home from syf tmrw. Felt scared but i feel very stressed as i dun like people looking at me.

Today went to seoul garden cos supandi treat us for our achivement for syf. I was soo famished. Went there with ezairi. He is making me confused with. I felt guilty cos i could not have the same feeling as he do. Im sorry. Really am. Will be having speech day performance tmrw. I've been forgetting my steps lately. Will try to make it ryte tmrw. Not will but must. Hope to do my very best and not to bang on muffidah. Of cos im not bangging on her cos im not coming out on that part. Im gratefull. Hahaa.

thats it
cya
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PS: I dunno why i feel that he doesnt love me. He seems to be not entertaining me. Everday im always the one to msg him first. Today i waited for him to msged me first. I didnt want to be the one starting the conversation again. But unfortunately he didnt msged me at all. When i heard that hafiz saw him jus now. I could take it and msged him. He did not have school today but thn i was thinking why didnt he want to msg me at all. Its not that im accusing him its just that i want to know whether he really love me. Whn i asked him whether he love me and he said yes. But yea i msged him but he only replied once. I feel soo left out. Why cant he be like other boyfriends who always asked their girl what they are doing or anything la. It seems as if he dun need me and im not his girl. Hmm... Wish you will be more interactive with me. I really felt left out and when you asked questions about her i feel that you dun love me. Syg pls tell me do you really love me ryte from the bottom of your heart? And why are you not msging me at all? Why must i always be the one msging you? back to top?