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Im Siti Sulaiha Bte Kamsani.Turning a year older every 21st december. Im nonsensical, noisy, but not adorably entertaining What makes my life awesome is the great life tht shapes me i lurvee ANDIEKA ♥, my AWESOME SDFS and PC gangmates. life's more better if u colour it with blue and fill it with chocolates AWESOMELY INCREDIBLE !

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Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 1:32 AM

Okae so its been quite a while since i use comp. But its only been like 3 days. Haha, pe je. So,thursday went to imm with diyanah to eat sushi (kicap dia sdp oi) then took pictures, we were so the noisy that this two indonesian guys keep looking at us cos we were making lots of noise and was posing taking pictures. HaHaaa, then off to lot 1. Otw to lot 1 saw junaidi with loqman walking. I was soo bloody GERAM! Cos he told me he cannot go out. Ye lah. Then i called him and he said he went buy food and everything. Hmph.... ):

Then went library with diyanah she borrowed 2 books but im the one who choose it. Macam biase la tu. Hee! Then saw junaidi's friends at library. Me n diyanah was so noisy cos i was angry that time and when im angry i laugh alot and just cannot keep quiet. Hee.

Yesterday meet junaidi but we were not talking much when we first saw each other, then we went to sit at this block. Jun sang songs that are funny and merepek i was playing game not layaning him. Hahaa. But i laughed like hell when we decided to talk to each other.

Then went to library to pay fine and this indian lady at the counter was rude la. I ask politely and she told me off so just went without saying thank you at all. Padan muke!

Today didnt go anywhere, washed my bags so its clean and white. Hee.

TIRED! Wan sleep bye.

Cya

(:

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 9:59 PM

Im currently trying to acces my assignment but i cant cos ive passed the dead line. Like wth cos its only like 2 days past the deadline. Yesterday went to work at night and was late cos i hanged out with junaidi. We were laughing a lot cos we've nothing to do except playing games.

On monday hanged out with him then played 'avatar' on my laptop cos we got bored. Then played this truck game and we were damn noisy cos we keep falling backwards and we were lousy on that game. If were the rider i would have been dead in less than 5 mins. Haa. Then ate long john. He finished my food like wth i really wanted to eat it lah. Bastard. Then send him at south view then talk talk then he send me to bustop. Good lah i want to send him home but he send me off. Bagus.

Slept soundly last night cos i was really tired. I reached home at 11+ then slept. Hee. Mummy was not that angry but she was no happy with me coming home late. But what to do. Ate creme' chicken before coming home. It was damn nice la. I was full and slept on the bus. Haa. Set alarm on my phne so i do not miss my bustop. Hee. What a stupid idea. When i get down the bus the guy who sat behind me was looking at me strangely. He must be thinking im crazy.

Thats all
cya
(:

Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 6:42 AM

Miss this girl soo much. Hee. (:

Just wake up from sleep but still feeling real tired.

Had the malay dance performance at marina barrage. It was fun but we had to wait for soo long at the holding area. It was bloody hot and i was soo damn sleepy. I came to school at around 6.45am hoping that i could buy prepaid first before school so that i can mxg junaidi.But unfortunately the shop was closed then went to another shop i went to 3 shops but all were closed. I was so frustrated that i keep saying to myself ' Ehk penatnye' like crazy talking to myself. Hahaa. Met sabrina and syafiq and the dancers there. Long time never see sab. Hahaa.

So while changing, without any prepeaid and the tiredness in my body i still try to make myself hyper. Hee. The off to marina barrage. At around 3+ took the bus and stopped at supandi's block to send clothes but i didnt carry anything. Hahaa. Then off walking with kak sirin, to buy prepaid while kak siri went to buy bubble tea. Then i pass the waffle shop and felt like buying one so i did. Hee. Thn off home. Talked with junaidi otp and we were gooing fine today. He say he MAY meet me tmrw. YEAH! HOPEFULLY can.

Been in fights for quite sometime with him. SO the irritating to fight all day. BINGET! Nvm, patience ok darling. Hee.

Thats it

byes

cya

Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 2:13 AM

OMG i jus realize that maths assignment's due date is tomorrow and i WOULD NOT be able to to do it tmrw cos im booked for the day and im fucking tired today! My body is feeling really, really tired today cos i didnt get enough sleep last night. I sleep at two listening to music. I just cant sleep. Junaidi ask me to mxg him but when i did, he sleep. GOOD LAH!

Today, went to malay dance then meet junaidi then off. We went off early cos that person wanted to berak. Sanggup cari toilet lat sheng shiong. Good thing i didnt follow or not im gonna have to wait for him. Hee. Doesnt seem very tiring but my body feels so switched off. Hmm. Have tuition today, ill confirm that i will be sleeping after my test today.

Tmrw got malay dance practice then i have to rush for work at 6.30. Thats tiring. I want eat something meaty now. The weather is super hot today cannot tahan sia. I feel like drinking water all the time. I bought a lot of packet water today from different places on my way to home, meeting junaidi and after malay dance. Ive drank like 6 packets ready and now im out of money jus becos of buying drinks.

Thats it
Cya
(:

Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 3:51 AM

Its been long since i post again.

Ive got a job already, ive already work for like 6 days. YES! At last!

Work was fine, tiring but enjoyable. Saw this cute boy yesterday, i was working night shift and it was around 9pm. He was dancing bare-footed and walking from one end to another. He looks like a caucasian but im suprised to know that he was a malay. Cute Boy! Then at 10 get to eat at work. Hee. Sdp oi!

Went swimming with junaidi on his bdae. But i didnt swim cos junaidi gave me wrong info and he end up regretting it. I gave him a piano designed phone strap and he says its not nice then never say thank you. SOO BAD! Dun wan buy him anything anymore.

Jus now went to school to learn makeup from kak efa. Afif make up for me. NICE! Then went to coffee shop and then ntuc to pick my mum up. Ate long john. The clam chowder was soo nice.

Tmrw ill be working in the morning actually i forget what time im suppose to come. But watever la. Hee.

Last thursday went swimming with mummy, and the brothers. It was fun cos mummy bought me a blouse at cotton on, them fake eyelashes from sasa and nail polish from aries. Hee. Mcm orang kaya gitu.

Feeling real tired ryte now donno y.

Met junaidi yesterday b4 work then we go lepak. H e was having problems at home and was sharing it with me. Hee, kesian nye. But i tried solving some for him. Had fun with him.

Thats all

bye

(:

PS: Saw my tag-board and this someone ade ah said something rude about me. Like what sia. Whats the priblem with that person. I dunno if is should get a new cbox and delete this one.

Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 8:55 PM

Hey, I FINALLY meet junaidi yesterday.
But unfortunately it only for like what 2 hours, cos he had soccer at 2 but i wanted to get home at 4 cos i promised my mum im gonna accompany her go lot 1 to buy her shoes. He was upset when i said i want to go home. He actually wanted to went home with me. When i told him i want go home, he took off his boots and everything but he had this sulky face. So i had to pujok him. Then at last he agreed to stay till the game is over and i would go home by myself. Hee. Apela laki ni nk merajok.

Syafik was soo noisy yesterday. But he went off early like me la. Hahaa. Then i head home. At 730, went to lot 1. Boight, mum's shoes, nail file, and lots and lots of food at the pasar malam. Hahaa, guess im fat already.

I want look for new slippers cos mines are too old. I've been wearing it since like the beginning of last year. And is soo black. (Well it is actually black in colour)

Dunno when i can meet junaidi again.
Have malay dance tmrw and training have to be tired. Hmph.
Byes
cya
(:

Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 7:23 PM

It have been a tiring week.
I had two days of kayak and im soo suprise that im still not tired after the kayak. Im soo active and both days. Hahaa. I was having lots pf fun. On the first day, went for training then kayak. Was sooo not tired, dunno why. Me and sabrina were making lots of noise on our way to kallang. We cant even keep quiet for 5 mins. Hahaa. But as i have guess, junaidi still failed to mit me. SEE!. I WAS SOO ANGRY WITH HIM but what can do. Hmph.

On the second day, went breakfast with diyanah, the two nabila's, sabrina , hafiz and haiekal. But we separated into two groups cos the nabila's wanted to eat mac's while me, hafiz, diyanah , haiekal and sabrina went to kfc. Sabrina was the last to arrive eventhough she was the one who ogarnise it. Hahaa. Biasalah sab. But still, junaidi cant mit me. So sad. Hmph. But when i saw him at kallang, i was soo happy and smiled at him. Hee.

Here are the pictures

Love this picture lots. Cos got sdf. Hee.(:

Theres lot more pictures but im lazy to upload. Hee. Maybe next time.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 1:08 AM

Im soo frustrated today. Been fightin with junaidi the whole day. As usual he cant go out to meet. And i understand him. I said that i wasnt angry but he keep tellin me not to lie. But im not gonna make him feel bad that i am really angry at him. Not angry but disappointed. It seems as if he doesnt believe/trust me at all. Im trying to make him feel good but we end up fighting. Was it my fault? Yeah, i apologised to him jus to not make the situation worst. But does he know what im feeling inside? Urgh!

Today had malay dance but it was cancelled at the last minute. Thats when i called junaidi and we start fighting. Im at hime now feelin tired(dunno why dun even ask). Im gona have a tiring day tmrw cos ive got training and kayaking. But junaidi says that he is gonna wait for me. Lets see if he really would wait for me. Hmm....

Feeling hungry now. Nothing to eat. I want to watch movie with sdf but i dun have the money. I only have $0.70. Is that enough? And jun keep asking me to eat when ive told him thousand times that ive no money. Degil betol.

Well thats it then
cya
(:

Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 12:40 AM

Im feelin very tired today. Didnt get to mit junaidi today. Nvm b i understand. Went to malay dance jus now. I was soo beat at the end of it that i didnt wait for anyone. Mummy ask me to buy veggie cos she want cook but i told her i dun have money when i actually do. SHHH!!! Dont tell her. Hee. Went to vivio on sunday, cos mum's bdae. Treat her kfc + tacoballs. Hee, sdp oi. When were at vivo there's this guy who came up to me and shine my nails. I was sooo shock la. My mum was walking way faster than i am so i have to deal with the guy alone. But thanks to him my two nails are shining. Hee. But i pity him cos when i say i dun wan buy his product he look soo dissappointed. Kesian die. I cant wait to go kayaking on thurs and fri. I got training on thurs. Im gonna be very tired sia. Hmph. Should ask someone buy me food soo i can eat before kayak. If not im soo gonna pengsan. Have malay dance tmrw. I hope junaidi can mit me cos i have not seen him for soo long.

Im getting response from my job resume at last. YES! Im soo happy. Bole balek malam. Hee. Ate tom yam today. Ive been craving for it man. I ate alot. I feel bloated now.

Gtg
byes
(:

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Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 1:32 AM Okae so its been quite a while since i use comp. But its only been like 3 days. Haha, pe je. So,thursday went to imm with diyanah to eat sushi (kicap dia sdp oi) then took pictures, we were so the noisy that this two indonesian guys keep looking at us cos we were making lots of noise and was posing taking pictures. HaHaaa, then off to lot 1. Otw to lot 1 saw junaidi with loqman walking. I was soo bloody GERAM! Cos he told me he cannot go out. Ye lah. Then i called him and he said he went buy food and everything. Hmph.... ): Then went library with diyanah she borrowed 2 books but im the one who choose it. Macam biase la tu. Hee! Then saw junaidi's friends at library. Me n diyanah was so noisy cos i was angry that time and when im angry i laugh alot and just cannot keep quiet. Hee. Yesterday meet junaidi but we were not talking much when we first saw each other, then we went to sit at this block. Jun sang songs that are funny and merepek i was playing game not layaning him. Hahaa. But i laughed like hell when we decided to talk to each other. Then went to library to pay fine and this indian lady at the counter was rude la. I ask politely and she told me off so just went without saying thank you at all. Padan muke! Today didnt go anywhere, washed my bags so its clean and white. Hee. TIRED! Wan sleep bye. Cya (: back to top?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 9:59 PM Im currently trying to acces my assignment but i cant cos ive passed the dead line. Like wth cos its only like 2 days past the deadline. Yesterday went to work at night and was late cos i hanged out with junaidi. We were laughing a lot cos we've nothing to do except playing games. On monday hanged out with him then played 'avatar' on my laptop cos we got bored. Then played this truck game and we were damn noisy cos we keep falling backwards and we were lousy on that game. If were the rider i would have been dead in less than 5 mins. Haa. Then ate long john. He finished my food like wth i really wanted to eat it lah. Bastard. Then send him at south view then talk talk then he send me to bustop. Good lah i want to send him home but he send me off. Bagus. Slept soundly last night cos i was really tired. I reached home at 11+ then slept. Hee. Mummy was not that angry but she was no happy with me coming home late. But what to do. Ate creme' chicken before coming home. It was damn nice la. I was full and slept on the bus. Haa. Set alarm on my phne so i do not miss my bustop. Hee. What a stupid idea. When i get down the bus the guy who sat behind me was looking at me strangely. He must be thinking im crazy. Thats all cya (: back to top?
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 6:42 AM Miss this girl soo much. Hee. (: Just wake up from sleep but still feeling real tired. Had the malay dance performance at marina barrage. It was fun but we had to wait for soo long at the holding area. It was bloody hot and i was soo damn sleepy. I came to school at around 6.45am hoping that i could buy prepaid first before school so that i can mxg junaidi.But unfortunately the shop was closed then went to another shop i went to 3 shops but all were closed. I was so frustrated that i keep saying to myself ' Ehk penatnye' like crazy talking to myself. Hahaa. Met sabrina and syafiq and the dancers there. Long time never see sab. Hahaa. So while changing, without any prepeaid and the tiredness in my body i still try to make myself hyper. Hee. The off to marina barrage. At around 3+ took the bus and stopped at supandi's block to send clothes but i didnt carry anything. Hahaa. Then off walking with kak sirin, to buy prepaid while kak siri went to buy bubble tea. Then i pass the waffle shop and felt like buying one so i did. Hee. Thn off home. Talked with junaidi otp and we were gooing fine today. He say he MAY meet me tmrw. YEAH! HOPEFULLY can. Been in fights for quite sometime with him. SO the irritating to fight all day. BINGET! Nvm, patience ok darling. Hee. Thats it byes cya (: back to top?
Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 2:13 AM OMG i jus realize that maths assignment's due date is tomorrow and i WOULD NOT be able to to do it tmrw cos im booked for the day and im fucking tired today! My body is feeling really, really tired today cos i didnt get enough sleep last night. I sleep at two listening to music. I just cant sleep. Junaidi ask me to mxg him but when i did, he sleep. GOOD LAH! Today, went to malay dance then meet junaidi then off. We went off early cos that person wanted to berak. Sanggup cari toilet lat sheng shiong. Good thing i didnt follow or not im gonna have to wait for him. Hee. Doesnt seem very tiring but my body feels so switched off. Hmm. Have tuition today, ill confirm that i will be sleeping after my test today. Tmrw got malay dance practice then i have to rush for work at 6.30. Thats tiring. I want eat something meaty now. The weather is super hot today cannot tahan sia. I feel like drinking water all the time. I bought a lot of packet water today from different places on my way to home, meeting junaidi and after malay dance. Ive drank like 6 packets ready and now im out of money jus becos of buying drinks. Thats it Cya (: back to top?
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 3:51 AM Its been long since i post again. Ive got a job already, ive already work for like 6 days. YES! At last! Work was fine, tiring but enjoyable. Saw this cute boy yesterday, i was working night shift and it was around 9pm. He was dancing bare-footed and walking from one end to another. He looks like a caucasian but im suprised to know that he was a malay. Cute Boy! Then at 10 get to eat at work. Hee. Sdp oi! Went swimming with junaidi on his bdae. But i didnt swim cos junaidi gave me wrong info and he end up regretting it. I gave him a piano designed phone strap and he says its not nice then never say thank you. SOO BAD! Dun wan buy him anything anymore. Jus now went to school to learn makeup from kak efa. Afif make up for me. NICE! Then went to coffee shop and then ntuc to pick my mum up. Ate long john. The clam chowder was soo nice. Tmrw ill be working in the morning actually i forget what time im suppose to come. But watever la. Hee. Last thursday went swimming with mummy, and the brothers. It was fun cos mummy bought me a blouse at cotton on, them fake eyelashes from sasa and nail polish from aries. Hee. Mcm orang kaya gitu. Feeling real tired ryte now donno y. Met junaidi yesterday b4 work then we go lepak. H e was having problems at home and was sharing it with me. Hee, kesian nye. But i tried solving some for him. Had fun with him. Thats all bye (: PS: Saw my tag-board and this someone ade ah said something rude about me. Like what sia. Whats the priblem with that person. I dunno if is should get a new cbox and delete this one. back to top?
Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 8:55 PM Hey, I FINALLY meet junaidi yesterday. But unfortunately it only for like what 2 hours, cos he had soccer at 2 but i wanted to get home at 4 cos i promised my mum im gonna accompany her go lot 1 to buy her shoes. He was upset when i said i want to go home. He actually wanted to went home with me. When i told him i want go home, he took off his boots and everything but he had this sulky face. So i had to pujok him. Then at last he agreed to stay till the game is over and i would go home by myself. Hee. Apela laki ni nk merajok. Syafik was soo noisy yesterday. But he went off early like me la. Hahaa. Then i head home. At 730, went to lot 1. Boight, mum's shoes, nail file, and lots and lots of food at the pasar malam. Hahaa, guess im fat already. I want look for new slippers cos mines are too old. I've been wearing it since like the beginning of last year. And is soo black. (Well it is actually black in colour) Dunno when i can meet junaidi again. Have malay dance tmrw and training have to be tired. Hmph. Byes cya (: back to top?
Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 7:23 PM It have been a tiring week. I had two days of kayak and im soo suprise that im still not tired after the kayak. Im soo active and both days. Hahaa. I was having lots pf fun. On the first day, went for training then kayak. Was sooo not tired, dunno why. Me and sabrina were making lots of noise on our way to kallang. We cant even keep quiet for 5 mins. Hahaa. But as i have guess, junaidi still failed to mit me. SEE!. I WAS SOO ANGRY WITH HIM but what can do. Hmph. On the second day, went breakfast with diyanah, the two nabila's, sabrina , hafiz and haiekal. But we separated into two groups cos the nabila's wanted to eat mac's while me, hafiz, diyanah , haiekal and sabrina went to kfc. Sabrina was the last to arrive eventhough she was the one who ogarnise it. Hahaa. Biasalah sab. But still, junaidi cant mit me. So sad. Hmph. But when i saw him at kallang, i was soo happy and smiled at him. Hee. Here are the pictures Love this picture lots. Cos got sdf. Hee.(: Theres lot more pictures but im lazy to upload. Hee. Maybe next time. back to top?
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 1:08 AM Im soo frustrated today. Been fightin with junaidi the whole day. As usual he cant go out to meet. And i understand him. I said that i wasnt angry but he keep tellin me not to lie. But im not gonna make him feel bad that i am really angry at him. Not angry but disappointed. It seems as if he doesnt believe/trust me at all. Im trying to make him feel good but we end up fighting. Was it my fault? Yeah, i apologised to him jus to not make the situation worst. But does he know what im feeling inside? Urgh! Today had malay dance but it was cancelled at the last minute. Thats when i called junaidi and we start fighting. Im at hime now feelin tired(dunno why dun even ask). Im gona have a tiring day tmrw cos ive got training and kayaking. But junaidi says that he is gonna wait for me. Lets see if he really would wait for me. Hmm.... Feeling hungry now. Nothing to eat. I want to watch movie with sdf but i dun have the money. I only have $0.70. Is that enough? And jun keep asking me to eat when ive told him thousand times that ive no money. Degil betol. Well thats it then cya (: back to top?
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 12:40 AM Im feelin very tired today. Didnt get to mit junaidi today. Nvm b i understand. Went to malay dance jus now. I was soo beat at the end of it that i didnt wait for anyone. Mummy ask me to buy veggie cos she want cook but i told her i dun have money when i actually do. SHHH!!! Dont tell her. Hee. Went to vivio on sunday, cos mum's bdae. Treat her kfc + tacoballs. Hee, sdp oi. When were at vivo there's this guy who came up to me and shine my nails. I was sooo shock la. My mum was walking way faster than i am so i have to deal with the guy alone. But thanks to him my two nails are shining. Hee. But i pity him cos when i say i dun wan buy his product he look soo dissappointed. Kesian die. I cant wait to go kayaking on thurs and fri. I got training on thurs. Im gonna be very tired sia. Hmph. Should ask someone buy me food soo i can eat before kayak. If not im soo gonna pengsan. Have malay dance tmrw. I hope junaidi can mit me cos i have not seen him for soo long. Im getting response from my job resume at last. YES! Im soo happy. Bole balek malam. Hee. Ate tom yam today. Ive been craving for it man. I ate alot. I feel bloated now. Gtg byes (: back to top?