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Im Siti Sulaiha Bte Kamsani.Turning a year older every 21st december. Im nonsensical, noisy, but not adorably entertaining What makes my life awesome is the great life tht shapes me i lurvee ANDIEKA ♥, my AWESOME SDFS and PC gangmates. life's more better if u colour it with blue and fill it with chocolates AWESOMELY INCREDIBLE !

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Im feeling so hungry suddenly. Yesterday at work, ate fish melted cheese and i was super full. And today had diarrhea you now. Like from sahur till now, i have been going to the toilet la.

Got a msg from zallie that he cannot send me to work cos he is going out. Well, i usually feel angry whenever he cancelled our meeting or cant make it but TODAY, i became very understanding. Didnt scold him at all. See nikmatnye bulan puase. Im doing my social studies tutorial assignment. I didnt get any useful informations for the write up la cos the websites doesnt have the info la. Buat penat je type url dia yang maha pendek tu.

Mummy is cooking now. Im feelimg sad at times that i dont really breakfast at home most of the time. Its like the only family time but i wasnt there. But i make it an effort to breakfast at home whenever im not working. My parents appreciated my effort to be home for buke and cooked me ffod i like but at times i had to go out and buy my own food. Well i understand how money is important now that Hari Raya is coming. Not to worry, i will buy the things needed for Hari Raya okay. I really want to eat some kuih.

Planning to breakfast with zallie tomorrow but its not confirmed yet. Maybe turning up for the barbeque at yee lin's house tomorrow but i cant confirm. I see first okay babes. I hope so i can cos im under money crisis. Waiting for my pay day now that the month is about to be over.
Hoping to help my family financially. Going to work later. Hope i dont need the toilet that often.
Having Teacher's day performance tomorrow. I pray that i would not be making any mistakes or cocking up tomorrow. Wearing the t-shirt that i bought together with sabluvx at far east. (:
Byes
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I feel so bored when im at home. But when im out, i feel so tired and sleepy. I dun understand why sometimes i feel moody. Maybe im stress or maybe just becos im just not feeling like it.
Yesterday had tuition and when i was going home with zal, we saw azmi. I feel guilty lah that time. I should had waited for him to board the bus first la. Its not that i like him or anyhting but i dont think its nice when somebody who likes you see you with another guy instead of going home with him. Im sorry. ):
Well i dont have any plans today cos i feel like sleeping all day. But eventually i cant sleep and theres nothing interesting on tv today. Watched BARBIE as RAPUNZEL at 11.30 just now.



The story was soo romantic. Rapunzel's hair was freaking nice la. She is so pretty eventhough with the pink dress she used for her daily chores at home. I like the dragon too. The background pictures were very pretty la. I wish there is a place like that in this world. The three little sisters was cute and they are very fair. The story awed me soo much that i scolded my brother when he changed it. Then he went out. Hahaa.
Working today and feeling moody when thinking of later. I dunno why. I need to really work hard for the upcoming exam. I dont want to fail anymore. I passed my literature at last. 16 over 25 you know. But i didnt manage to do the last part actually if not, i could have gotten higher marks.

Met my friend's mum yesterday while waiting for bus after malay dance. Miss her alot dunno why la. She hugged and kissed me and i feel so touched. She looks different now. She invited me for hari raya. Felt really really touched. (: Thanks mak! Your so loving and im reallly happy to see you. Take care okay! (:

Okay, i need to iron my work clothes now.
I know its too early but my mum is forcing me to do it now.
kae
bye
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PS: I dunno how long more i need to wait for you. I dont mind the wait but i just dunno when are you ready yet. I cant force you i just want th eright time to be comming really soon. back to top?

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Just finished break-fast. Alhamdullilah i managed to get through my first day without that much cabaran. Went to bugis with diyanah to find dress and also 3/4 pants. We went from one end to another and we only found what we wanted at the very end of the lane. Like seriously testing my patients. Nasib baik puase oi!. The way to bugis was even harder than finding the clothes la. It was damn pack and the aircon was like shit. Like not working like that. We were like soo irritated with the driver for driving like rocket hitting stones la.
Then off to lot 1. Meet afifah, nazmi and ahmad. Me and diyanah were late and felt guilty that they had to wait for us. Then bought everything we need and off to rooftop and take pictures. All the pictures are at diyanah's camera. (:
Then off home. Was tired but not to the point of eating la. Saw a lot of non-muslims eating, feel temted but not very tempted la. Feeling great that i can endure my day today.
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Been feeling really frustrated with people nowadays. Some of them is getting really KPO and stealing precious people while some are just out to cheat me. I don't understand why sometimes the truth are always kept away from us. Well i do it too at times but it gets really hurtfull when you know that you've been cheated. There are also some who told the truth but it just didnt turn out right and all i want to do is to just ignore that person.
Just came back from school and is now feeling stressed out. Had teacher's day rehearsal just now. I was damn happy that we actually got in. YES! Im trying to give my damn best. Had oral just now, it was not that difficult la.
Ive got no mood to post. Dunno y.
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byes
PS: For A**i, im sorry if what i told you kind of hurt your feelings but truthfully thats what i felt. I didnt know that actually had feelings for me and im sorry for being rude to you. But seriously, i dun want to be ruled by anyone. Furthermore, i've only know you for a while. Im sorry la. I dunno why i dun want to even be friends with you. I was shocked when you say you wanted me. I just want you to move on ok. And just dun kacau me. ): back to top?

Alamak! Im feeling real tired again.
Jus wake up from a 5 min sleep. Like wth 5 min je kepe. Mum asked me to take care of my brother for awhile. Alamak, disturb me only.
Okay, wan to wish sabluvx HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope that she enjoyed her day today. Ehk da 15 ehk. Big f**k pe. Chey tkla, main2 je. Her birthday bash is very crappy. Its last minute sia. Me and fariza splashed water at her when she refilled her bottle. Then i pull her hair. That part like fun like that. Hahaa. Sorry la sab.
Today at school i pretty much didnt pay attention. Not even a single attention la. I was damn sleepy and i wanted to sleep throughout the day. Hahaa.
After school went out with diyanah, zal and hafiz. Me and diyanah were laughing like mad gals all the way. We were walking damn slow cos our legs were super painful and it takes 10 times the effort to take up just one step. You see how hard it is. Poor us. Went lot 1 then accompanied diyanah to pay her tuition fees. I didnt went up cos there is a long stretch of stairs to climb up la. It will take me hours to get up there and another to get back down. ): Then took 190 diyanah went home while me, zal and hafiz dropped down at bpp. Hafiz wanted to go home and me and zal didnt know what to do. We decided to take 975 and go one round till reach my bustop. But tk jadi sebab da kehausan. Hahaa. We just alighted the bus for no good reason la. Padahal 190 go my bustop. Then stayed with zal till 6+ then off home. Then when i reach home i was looking for food i was just stepping into the kitchen when i banged on the wall suddenly and my foot hurts twenty times more thanit hurts before+ my nail broke la. Kimek, sakit sey. Apala tu tembok langgar aku, carik pasal pe siak.
Now posting and waiting for my msn to sign in. Mka lambat ehk da 30 min tngu. Bgs.
kae
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Just came back for a short dance training session with diyanah. Punye la sekejap. But it was beneficial la cos i get to train the steps that im not sure with her. At least i get me prepared for new upcoming steeps. Both us were like blur blocks ar. Saw this karang guni while dancing. He looked at us dancing then his stacks of papers fall over. We wanted to help but shy. Hahaa. The uncle was laughing at the stacks. Bagus ah uncle.
Talked to diyanah bout yesterday while she was blogging. Hahaa. Secrets eh, cume antara sdfs jek. Hahaa.

Yesterday after school's national dsy celebration, accompanied zal to takraw, felt tired actually but he offered to send me home after takraw. So i went. Bastard la sulaiha. He made me laugh alot of times yesterday. Had great fun watching them play. I didnt get to retrieve any balls cos my hands are just so short. Damn it ):
Then went tuition and hureen didnt came. I was alone but got the others who accompany la.
Saw irfan and ghazi. I dunno why that everytime i use the beatles shirt i WILL see irfan. Like what sia. Next time dun wan wear anymore. Chey! tkla.

Working today, but dun feel like it today. Mepek eh. I got this msgs from my friend. He is very irritating la. Can't he just stop msging me. If say i dun wan pls dun force. Who the hell are you? Your nothing to me and you dun have the rights to rule over me okae. I dun wan see you anymre get it. Hope you get the msg that i dun want to even be friends with you la sia. You irritating.

Wah! Fierce. Kae chill.....
Still forget topass diyanah khairun's skirt. Remind me okae. Aku takot nanti aku lupe nk kasi alek. Kesian dia tngu nanti.

K thats all
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PS: I was wondering why you never said anything to me at all about what you feel. Are you waiting for a time that is right or are you waiting for me to figure it out myself? Whatever it is i hope it is not disappointing. back to top?

Just finished bathing cos i felt really sweaty when i got home.
Had basketball interhouse just now. Not that tiring as i didn't play that much. But i came home with itchy rashes again, maybe due to the sweat and the stupid me scratch it. Hahaa. Slept during dplg just now. It was freezing la sey. Went back with him again. Feel guilty for letting him send me home. But he was enterteaining lah. Good! But he is lame at times. Hahaa.
Yesterday, worked and saw kak syahirah at swensens while working. I was like a walking corpse yesterday cos i was dog tired la. I went straight to work after malay dance but the thing that made me feel great was that he send me to work, which means i was laughing throughout the journey listening to his jokes. Good!
My leg hurts today dunno why. Can somebody bring me to a reflexology. I promise that ill treat that person like diamond la. Anyone?
Want to sleep but dunno why i just can't. Everything also i dunno la. Whats with me also i dunno. Did english test just now. Hope to pass but i dunno la. Ive been failing since the starting of the year. First time i fail english in my whole life. Depress aku!!
Tommorrow having training but dunno if i can go with my new rashes. Oi dun wan stop is it the rashes. Irritating sia... But like...
k la
thats it
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Want to see final destination soo badly. Sab blang shafiq la. ):
Just came back from school. Let's start with yesterday. Went to mac's with diyanah to do blogshop. AGAIN. But we hope this time it will work. Hahaa. Went to diyanah house to take pictures after that. Then i online with zal in the morning cos ive got nothing to entertain myself with. Hahaa. Thanks ehk entertain sulaiha pagi2. Then at night off to work. I bought double fillet-o-fish before work. After work ate chicken pesto carbonara and soup. Wah! Fat sia like that. Had to scrub floor at work tiring sia.
Today went school with him. Hahaa, late ehk dia. Padan muke kene blanje. Then had pe. Played softball me and diyanah threw the ball all over the place and sheryl keep aiming the ball elsewhere except yee lin la. Almost hit me. Diyanah hit me thrice, good ehk girl. Then recess, fight with sab. As usual pulling hair is the best solution. Hahaa. Was sleepy throughout lesson la. But i tried to wake myself up. Had bio and chem test. Didnt study for both. Bu managed to do bio but chem was soo freaking bad. Only know how to do 4 questions la. Then after school blanja zal chicken then off home.
Well thats all
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PS: I think i have something for him but im afraid its just not real. Mcm tk pecaye gitu. His merepek plus my merepek makes it more crappy, pple say we're cute but tu lah kita dua-dua ni merepek ah. Mcm mane eh? I dunno what the hell im typing. But he is damn funny la. back to top?