Helloooooo....

Im up at 11+ this morning cos my two brothers were soo freaking noisy and i was awaken by their argument over power rangers. Soo childish 16 year old and fighting about power rangers. Nonsense. I have no plans on going out today cos i really am out of money. Im waiting for 15 september to arrive so that i get my pay and i can go shopping la. But it feels soo long waitng for that day to arrive. Hmph...

I had a really dreadful day yesterday, i really dont understand why some people just cant be nice to us even when its ramadhan period. Doesnt she realise that she is making people hate her more than liking her. I really am at my wits end of disliking that girl. Its not that im being arrogant or something but think about it, she keep coming in between when im having so much fun and she keeps spoiling my fun throughout the day. How can i stand her if she does it every single day? Like she's me around so that she gets what she wants. I think you seriously should get to know what others think about your attitude. You are spoling a lot of friendship bonds and even yours. One day when someone tells you all that you have done to make that person hate you, you will seriously feel that you actually am an egoistic person and thinks only for yourself.

Not only that i too cant understyand why guys cant take it when we reject them. I went to tuition yesterday and he actually was being sarcastic about me and zal. And kept saying that ' gi la dengan matair kau'. I dont think there's a need to talk like that to me la. First of all he isnt mines yet and secondly why do you have to give me opinions about my life. THIS MY LIFE! Tak paham bahasa ke??? How many times must i tell you that its my life and i dont need you yo choose for me my boyfriend or wether i should even have one. Dont you understand peoples feeling or you just dont understand english is it? Go get a life and please don keep bugging in my life. Im not being arrogant but i dont think you like to have someone choose what you do right. Im not doing it to you so please dont do it to me. I felt hurt hearing his sarcastic words, it's as if i have done something wrong towards him.

Last wednesday, i went to work and saw addy. I smiled to him and he was really wanted to go away to smile back cos he look at me and turn his attention to his tunang and then went off. Good thing that he has a tunang now. See, if i were too accept him i dont think he would be getting married soon cos our age are such a big difference. And he didnt talk to me at all. I feel so guilty but i think its for his own good right. Wish that he will be happy! (:

Thats all for now

Byes

cya

(:

Ps: Don't you feel scared that one day someone else gets me instead of you? I just want to know.