wake up with a headache cos i dint get much sleep and the stress

are really piling up.

mum wake me up at 9+ to go and check my pay.

was damn tired but she was soo begging...

urgh then went to bpp to check my pay twice to satisfy her tht its not in yet.

she is soo irritating when it comes to money.

had icecream and bought a nike jacket.

stress leaver no. 1 is too shop like never before even though you have no money.

i used her cash card to buy the jacket. basket!

was walking tiredly home from bpp.

i really have no energy to even walk anymore so stomp my feet all the way home. haaha.

working today and actually dont feel like going at all.

im really stress at this point of time. i cant share it with anyone and i feel so lonely. sometimes happiness does not long and it is always short for me. i dont understand why i had to go through all this hardships... i really dont and how i wish i could have someone who would understand and be with me giving me a helping hand to go through this.