Cold Nostalgia

Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 4:31 AM

sometimes its just difficult to predict what's going to happen. i had this dream that you are together with your bestfriend and walking in front of me holding hands and anything but looking as just friends. woah! but it was only a dream. actually it will damn hurt to see that.
today, i am a no life kiddo! went to school and the first thing to know is that i PASS english. Aaaaaaaaaahhh. What a relief man. nasib baik. then after english didnt pay attention to anyone or anything, just enjoying myelf. after school went lot 1. sab and fariza bought food culture. diyanah went home to tapao her mum's cookings. me went to food culture but i have no idea what i want to eat. so end up didnt buy food for myself. then i decided want to eat mcspicy. in my mind i was thinking how delicious it is to eat mcspicy. i remembered the first time eating mcspicy. sedap giler, hingga membakar lidah. but when reach mac's dint buy mcspicy but bought frappe. hahahaaa. then took lrt and off to fariza house with diyanah who took lrt at keat hong. then eat at fariza house. me drink frappe and sab's rootbeer. then quickly go out to school again. take cab. actually me and sab has no business aat school. we went to school to buy orange juice and then talktalk then look at the pe noticeboard then go home. No life kiddo! actually we can go straight home from fariza's house but hearing that fariza and diyanah are taking cab to school and fariza blanje the ride, like fun (free ride oi!)...
then me and sab took 985 home. when reached home, first thing i did was on switch on the tv and fan but lay on the sofa and sleep. hahaaa. waste electricity. once in a lifetime tkpe la....
wake at 6+. then bathe and eat peanut butter.yumyum!
i've plans for tomorrow. woah, 1 week of working oi this week. penat toot eh. nvm get to eat nice food for dinner the whole week. yay!

HAPPY B'DAE IRFAN IMAN!!

eh, you not you. YOU! i dunno what to say. we together or not like the same. you know right i'm not intrested in us. i mean i told you already that im lazy to layan you. like you said we are like not together cos im lazy to meet you, text you or even to pick up your calls. but i told you in the first place already and you said dun mind about it. so not my fault kalau tk text you. im not playing with your feelings cos i told you beforehand that im not intrested and you keep wanting to. to tell you the truth, me to think that we are like not together. if i text you also, i end up getting scolded by you. tk kesian ke? you mock your own girlfriend just like that. i mean if its just words like 'bastard' and 'selenge' tu masih le accept ah but if you say me all that f** words do you think im gona like you if you're like that. i meet you that one time also you dont layan me until i can sleep when i meet you and you dont even care. waste time tau. sorry , tetido that time... so it s up to you. to me, we are not together cos it feels just the same. and dun be angry cos i've told you before we together that i dun want to be what we are now. im sorry... im just not ready to start a new relationship. really, i jus want to clear things my mind first. i hope you understand. and actually, i know that you're two timing me now. how i know? tell me who called you that time? you were afraid that i would know that you are going out with another girl. i know cos the way you speak tells me everything. dun be afraid cos i never told anyone that we are even togeher. so its still gonna be the same like before. im not angry cos i knew it all along. i just want to see how you could live lieing to me again. this is not the first time. i cant bear it any longer to keep everything in me anymore. you are way too much. do you like it if i have another boyfriend like you have now?thank allah, cos i dint fall in your trap for the second time.