Im happy yet sad and tired at the same time .

1st thing today , i realised that it has been one month with andieka and i only realised tht like 2 hour before it reaches 12 midnite last night. u understand what im typing?? i think tht i myself cant understand it lah. But atleast i dint forget lah . hope he doesnt know tht it kinda slip of my mind . i was busy and stress with schoolwork and dance and everything. My mind dint get a rest at all so i tend to forget things. So i came up with this long 10 pages message for hym and wanted to send it to hym at 12 at the dot but i eventually slept . It was accidentally lah and i woke up at 4 in the morning and send it to hym feeling tht it wasnt auspicious anymore . but i guess its better tht i send it to hym than not cos if not then i have wasted 2 hours preparing the messages thinking of the ryte words . Hahaa fancy having to think too much for a message . my english really sucks laa .
2nd, i had not much tyme to do my maths test today and i feel really depressed cos i knew the answers and i feel so bad cos im gonna fail again. i studied tht hard but i still fail im really depressed man .. hmm the whole of the last page i left out which is like i lost more thn 10 marks jus like tht . the graph which is simple also i dint get to complete it . how bad it be .. i feel so depressed .

3rd i really am stress studying for chem but i think i could pass this one cos i understand it better. i pray hard tht i really pass for real cos it will be like the first test tht i pass since january. im doing really bad . urgh! help me someone . really im feeling tht the tension is super unmanageble. hmph..

4th im missing an terribly. been more than a week not seeing hym . im really looking forward for this saturday i really want to watch alice in wonderland with hym . its gonna be awesome . having not meeting hym and celebrating our 1 month alone is really sad but i guess this will be training for us both . I want to get new phone soon . An asked if iphone or itouch i better i should have told hym itouch la so tht i can get the iphone for myself but then i told hym already its iphone and he is buying it soon maybe . Urgh!! everyone i s buying what i want and its really unfair man . damn it .

~i want to watch alice in wonderland . the trailer is awesome la . An u better go with me or i gonna pinch u really badly .