Cold Nostalgia

Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 3:26 AM

went out with an in the afternoon at bbdc cos he took his motor license . i was mad at hym for saying things tht hurts and then i walked off . frankly i was pissed . at the bustop , he went to kinda make it more hurtful but i jus ignored and walked off again. although i dint wan to do tht i jus want hym to stop saying things like tht . i jus want hym to let hym be quiet but no matter what i tell hym he dint so i though the best way was to walk off . he ask for us to be over . i was sad and feeling pissed with myself cos i just cant explain to him . but then 15 mins later we got back to meet at bukit gombak . haiyoh , soo he dint meant to call it over . i was happy tht we dint end our relationship. he dint brought up the fight again after tht although his hurtful words are still there. i was putting on my deaf ears so tht i will not feel like walking off again .
going sarawak soon and will be missing hym, my friends and dance . damn it , is it even a holiday?? but good thing i get to travel . i just cant wait to go but at the same tyme i will b missing an laa , we only have like 12 hours/week . how short is tht ?? i hope tht we could be seeing each other much often . (no need go ns laa an). ouh yah, an said he wants to go ite again after ns . i was like "-.-". when are u gonna start working then? u'll be 21 when u finish ns u know . then go ite , u will be 23 when ur done .. im ok with u studying but think about it u'll need to support ur mummy and urself also u know . how to do tht if u nt working?
i find things are getting expensive day by day . soo difficult to cope with my savings man . i miss working . how i wish i could do weel in o's and start working . hehee .